In My Mind(Tbc) Poem by Jyniqua Bentford

i havent had much to say, but i feel i have the world to pay.
my life turns to sand and i slowly pass into history, all because of what he did to me.
I clear my head and pray for another day, hold my head to the sky in search for another way.
A day less out of this miseary, im trapped in these skin walls of my own penatenary.
No light at the end of the tunnel Im surrounded in all black, i could have everything in the world, but my innocence i will still lack.
my mind travel back, to the land of dead memories. too many thoughts in my head, im thinking uncontrolbly.
im giving in to my past, only seeing black and white to what the world offer has...