In Search Of Poem by Umasree Raghunath

I did not know the value of it
When I had it in ample
Now when I run for it
It has become outreached apple
The love was abundant to care
And made my life a fair
When hurdles popped up in despair
The relation got to repair
The pain is so deep that I surrender
And the gash is so acute that I wither
Unable to comprehend I am lost
How can I deny this in fast?
How much I try to revive
I am failing in it miserably
Neither the time nor the place
Nor the circumstances help us in care
Gone is the care that I cherished
Unfelt is the person whom I loved
When I wither and cry
He tried to console me and try
But when I am trying to be normal
He goes in silence being abnormal
I want this relationship for life
And as my man's dearest wife
But what an evil eye had caste its spell
That throwed us in a tears well
I know one thing for sure
That my life is a flaw without him
I know for my heart believe in its power
That my love for him is true and brim