Indecision Poem by R. Ariffin

Its today when the glory and glitter recedes from your eyes
That I know the meaning of indecision
I can feel its deep blackness, its blinding emptiness
I can taste the pungent of its befalling into nothingness

Everything that I am are drifting into it
Into the hollow anticipation you once illustrate so beautifully
So beautiful I fell upon my knees and held up to the skies
It was still beautiful until before it recedes from your eyes

And so now I stand in between the nothingness, all the while
My heart is beaten down and shattered with profound madness
When vacillation and void comes from the things you’ve said
My love, truly, dreadfully, purely I am afraid