Inner Turmoil Poem by Kresta Farr

Sitting, starring day and night,
Hoping the answers appear,
She closes her eyes and tries to dream,
But tears get in her way,
The feeling is to strong to fight,
It's taking over here tonight,
In love it's stronger than she ever felt,
She wishes the inner turmoil would just come out,
She opens her eyes takes a deep breath and swallows,
Speaking only the truth she stands and she says,
I know what I want for the rest of my days,
In life we rarely get what we want,
So she turns her head and walks away,
Tears glisten in her eyes,
Because she knows her chance went by,
Trying hard to turn the feelings off,
Inner turmoil strikes once more,
Then black laced the tears all slowly fall,
She doesn't want to let her go at all,
She smiles politeley and looks deep into her eyes,
Putting on a brave disguise,
She says it's fine she understands,
That your heart belonged in another land,
She takes the blow and walks away,
Knowing she will never forget that day.....