Internal Words Poem by Anna Cellmer

Sometimes I try to be hard
and not write for a while to you
To make you feel this way as you do
unsure
For a while
Is this love real
Are you in love with me still?
But my words are growing in me
And then I just can't
To not let you know
That I care that I want
you
I wont beg you for anything
I'm strong enough to not do it
But I miss your words
The sight of you
Momentarily I'm scared
That you go away but I know
That everything will be ok
I still have hope
For this special love
But if you ever decide to
Not start this in reality
Please tell me
Tell me everything you think
I'm so hungry your soul
Within me
If you decide to go away
I'll understand
I'll be sad
But life is like that
And we both must want
This same
To make this love
Great