Irrational Thoughts Poem by Kaspa Richards

When were apart do you think about me?
Do you see me when you close your eyes?
In the club dancing free are you really missing me?
Guys eyes upon you do you wish they were mine?

Your dressed so sexy in the sunshine walking by
Got guys thinking 'damn I wish she was mine'
But if one came over with eyes only for you
Speaking sweet words what would you do?

Would you forget me easy and flirt back?
Get nice and close then let him hit that?
These are mad thoughts I know I understand
But these are the fears of a lonely man

I have people around me but only you’re close
Only with you can I banish all my ghosts
We talk every day and I dream of you at night
Of the next time I will see you come into sight

Do you choose not to tell me what you’ve really done?
You’re sexy dancing in the club or in the pub with your mum
When you’ve got drunk with your inhabitations gone
Have u left a guy thinking that he’s the f*****g don?

Or when you’re out with the girls
Do you think might as well?
When you see a guy u like
Eyeing you up you can tell

Have u ever lied when you told me your feelings?
Just to spare me the hurt
I can’t help it these are just my thinkings
I feel like my love is lying in the dirt