It Gets Worse Poem by The pain of a last kiss

At first I thought
Everything was at it's worse
Meaning
That's as bad as it gets.
But no.
It gets worse
Worse than the drinking
Worse than the abuse
I didn't know what was worse
Until today
Social Services can it rape
I call it hate
I finally believe he hates me;
My dad
He has done nothing but cause pain
Nothing but hurt
Nothing but hate
But I don't hate him
He told me he was sorry
He is forgiven
He told me he loved me
I love him too
Everything will be better now