The pain of a last kiss Poems

As a mere freshman in high school
I was cursed with the miracle of life
Or an angel of death
That was wrapped in a pink blanket.
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I lay in my room
To cry myself to sleep
My body full of aches
And pains
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I didn't make you dropp the beer
But go ahead, hit me again
I didn't make you have me; a horrible daughter
But go ahead, hit me again
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Hey Dad
What's wrong? Why did you hit me today?
Hey Dad
Why are you acting this way?
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In my room
And on my wall
Is a picture
In the fall
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At first I thought
Everything was at it's worse
Meaning
That's as bad as it gets.
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Don't you hate it
When people you don't know
Walks up to you and
And tells you that everything will be okay?
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If I were to have a super power
Then visibility I choose
Because at the moment no one sees me
And so I always lose
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If I had only known
That this was the my life would be
I would have surendered long ago
And then I would never be
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I feel so lonley sometimes
Even in a room full of people
I am not alone though
I don't know why I feel this way
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