It's Hard To Say Poem by Brandon Brown

I loom in the dark corner of the room
staring at the cloud covered moon
I swoon
at the thought that I can't hear you.

My thoughts run unabated
as I contemplated
and debated
on what I should do.

I stare intently towards the sky
constantly asking why
as time flies
I lose the memories of your face.

From you I received my greatest kiss
My moment of bliss
with this
is forgotten, along with your taste.

I stare at my eyelids, hoping to dream
but my heart gleams
with an unsettling beam
all of my recurring fantasies.

I recall the joys from my heart
And how it would start
though now I'm apart
from the once grand epitome.

Now, after a year
it's become clear
now that I'm here
how I loved you.

Or maybe it's a lie,
though I tried
and possibly cried
but I loved what you could do.

I've forgotten love
Or maybe, never had love
but as a dove
flew above
and beyond her grave,
I rave,
'Does love stay? '

As the bird flew away
towards the decay
I learn too late,
this fate
is too irate
and begrudged by me
as I begun to see
the way it should be...
'It's hard to say.'

'Let's try again.'