It's My Worst Fear Poem by chelsi Ruffing

I have a nightmare were its just me
There's no light so I can't see
It feels like I'm running down a hall
All of the sudden I start to fall
As i scream to be saved
I hit this ground that feels paved
I stand up shaking
All of the sudden I foget everything
I sit down on the cold ground to cry
But I couldn't so I didnt even try
Why did this happen to me?
Was there a reason for this to be?
I stand back up ready to run
I can hear someone laughing with fun
So I start to run to the sounds
It feels as if I'm running up mounds
Feels like it never comes near
So i start to feel a tear
I look up and its rain
All of the sudden I get hit with this pain!
so I go to open my eyes
It's just me in my room that was all lies
So in my worst fears it's always only me
What is it trying to make me see?