It's Been Awhile Poem by Dashaun Rashod Snipes Mister

It's Been Awhile, since I have been sincerely saddened by the way I Am not allowed to enjoy my life, it's been awhile since I've cried out to God to erase my sins, it's been awhile since I left Behind college just to make sure I don't become a common commodity for the average student statical Data entry, for another something with only a degree, but with no purpose, nor intentional stride to chase an Overrated American Dream. It's Been Awhile, since I attended a Church organization for a common word, for common folk, by common leadership of common delusional crisis, standings with a common knowledge to twist the common powers that a common theory of Heaven is earned by the duties accomplished by good deeds from stuwardes of the appraised and highly beloved, and favored good Samaritan, and the accompany presence of the false feelings of someone higher to take their life above their lust of personal gains.
it's Been Awhile, since I was supposed to be long dead and gone, decades ago decaying to the time I should not be able to rise up from the judgement of the condemning hand, but what ever you want me to be, I am right here now waiting for you to come back down to scare me up from your convenient dreams to see what I can do with my inner salvation with Shinning through a screen in your hand. Whatever you want for me to do, I cannot promise you the world, but in it's gripping stronghold upon my soul, I am waiting with my own blood on fire to politely cast aside from my olden identity to be wasted and washed away by a skilled lack of intellectual judgement, but I don't have to be a prophet to see, that life is too kind to you, and then to feel any concerns, nor remorse for how bitter things in mine, has made me determined to dim my eyes of your sight to understand that I am better than you, not for being a invulontary scapegoat and living sacrifice, but because I knew all along what to do with a phone, when wronged by just a fair skinned judgement to you, and I am so terrible and terrific in playing with the terrified God, when I look into the mirror and see the population in me; my face like, we are all one United priority family, with special needs, and special issues within ourselves, but everything all aside from my inner cores of my personal planet earth, I don't know how much more I can do with you, until they say, it's been awhile, since I have had some private me time, and It's been awhile, since I sought professional help to renew my mind and soul, and I have been taught to always hate myself literally in every aspect and willful way, but I am only one individual, and I am not supposed to save the world, or myself from learning how to impair the vision and viewership of the wrong audience, that can not understand what it's like to bleed, living and dying, because they are too petrified to subcome to learn, It's been awhile since I've been around just to breathe slowly, and it's been awhile, since I have enough mercifully to get across town as a lowlife, and pedestrian, and back without falling to my death, for the loss of will, and endurance to carry on wayward son, it's been awhile since, I earned a standing ovation for trying to win, and still only barely make it to the hill, for being One hundred percent short of height; standing; for being merely three hundred points hollow, I will be imperil someday; and I will be there waiting to hear the horn of elevation as, I close my eyes from forgiveness, nobody's purchased me for giving away a borrowed lie, that couldn't be as real as the sound of genocide. I'm claiming to know it all, but I know that for sure, I am doing well in my own special way to make sure you can never have any further prolonged misconceptions, I don't need a gift; the American girl; I am the GIF through timelines and technology that will continue foremost and I will never need to be your Whimsical principal of pride, strength and joy, because I am always willing to be a sunshine, but it's been awhile since I've had my own to soak into, for now I'm coming to realize how things have passed me by, but joy it's been a long time overdue coming through for my life like size leisure and personal toxic pleasure, it's been awhile...


Authorship by: Mr. Dashaun Rashod Snipes
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