Its Been Forever Since I'Ve Seen You....My Love Poem by Tanya Rose

I thought I was over you, but when I caught a glipse of you
Only then is when I knew- no...no Im not over you!

My soul is not healed, not restored not renewed-

When I seen you, my love
I realized I still love you!
Your hug and kiss on my cheek
Made every inch of my exsistance weak
I still LOVE YOU!
I wish I didnt- I wish I could say I couldnt
Wish, I was back in your life, back by your side
You know, like Bonnie & Clyde
I thought all this washed out with last years tide
In my shawdows they must still hide
All these feelings I thought were gone, were under my heart
I coudlnt see them- I tried not to feel them
I thought that fire for you, had grown dim
But when you tugged at my chin, and flashed me that old fimilar grin
Your embrace- the tears ran down my face
I had no control
I didnt even know- that you was still so deeply in my soul
Ive told myself lies, I dried up my cries-
I hate you, but in your arms, I still want to reside
Its been forever since Ive seen you my love
I didnt miss anything about what we once called 'US'
You broke my damn heart, baby, my trust
I must go now, oh GOD! I must!
I cant do this, Im cryng in your arms thrust
You cheated, I died
I tried to kill myself
Due to all your lies
So WHY! ! why! ! why! !
So I sit here- once again and cry
I cry for my heart
Im still in LOVE WITH YOU!
Today started bright-
But when I caught you in my sight - my heinz sight
I knew here I go
falling down the flights
of all my hearts desires & frights!
I couldnt get you out of my head!
I tossed and turned all night
Now what- you'll hurt me again-
Your not really my true friend
i wish I could say this was still the END
My mind says NO, my soul already knows
Here we go, oh mercy on me, here I go
I know when your thru with me
My soul will need to be towed
back to the rapair shop & sown
back togther again- where it was tossed, beat, bruised & thrown