Its Not Only My Heart That Bleeds Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

Im scared of all of this
i dont understand whats going on
and i dont pretend to either
all i wanted was someone to love me
and that wish was granted
but i guess it was too good to be true
now i spend everyday
huddled up in the darkest corners of my mind
i guess im just terrified
confused and angry
can you see me now oh mighty one?
can you feel me now?
i hope you can feel his sisters' pain as well
obviously mine isnt enough to help you see
hope their tears drive you out of your head
make you wish you hadnt given him to death
now i hope you can see
after you've took him away from us all
its not only my heart that bleeds