Itz Hard! Poem by jasmin maldonado

It's depressen 2 move into a new place
One where your not use to everyone's face
Its hard to take in what they say
I often find myself confused everyday
I just find myself remembering the past
&& how she left me so fast
No one knoes how hard this is on me
especially since im the youngest i wish they could see
They all tell me the same thing 'i knoe how you feel'
But if they really did they would knoe its a big deal
At least it's to much of a big deal for me
Theirs something that they can't see
They act as if i dont hurt
And somtimes treat me like im dirt
Sometimes i feel as if it should of been me that wasnt here
for me it ended up into the worst possible year
i try to find somewhere to escape to
Because lately im feeling really blue
I told people in the past never to quit
But i never new what it felt like till it hit
It feel's as if someone stabbing me
But all i could do is think of she
And is this where she wanted me to be?