Jai Guru De Va Om Poem by Camilla Manda Vee

woke up to see
everything
everything changed
not even close to what it used to be
he stopped loving me
she grew wise
it took a new universe
to open my eyes.

so i kept on pretending
guess i didnt see what i didnt want to see
'cause she grew up
and he's through
with me

and the tiny voice inside my head screams
don't let that change my world
don't let it change me
Jai Guru De Va Om

smaller than bee
louder than a bell
i secretly try to adapt
but it can tell
it likes it better when things are the same
but i need to evolve or repeat again


but the tiny voice inside my head screams
don't let that change my world
don't let it change me
Jai Guru De Va Om

we'll sit here all day if we have to...