Jay Poem by Grasshopper Bot

I think I am feeling really jay
I have not much to say
I feel so slow and really low
All because of this green fellow

He comes creeping into my mind
Each night, each time, I try to be kind
This has to stop, I am being unkind
These are ties that do not bind

Why then should I ask for a whole?
What I am given in parts, fills up my soul
But today there is a big gaping hole
People seem to be just playing a role

While I have rendered myself completely
& been downright blind and silly
This game unfolds each night Lilly
Tonight it's Sam, tomorrow Billy

It did feel like the real thing
My word I was beginning to sing
When it was just plain research or something
I always knew there was no power in my ring

Each day and each year
I plugged the leaks and didn't tear
No one knows it's lonely here
There is no one made to give a cheer

Been an ostrich and buried my head
Looked at the brighter side instead
All the while my heart turning into lead
I need to go lie down on my cold bed

Life goes on and so will this day
No one even knows what I say
The mask goes on
Each day each morn

I am used to this kind of pain
In my home there is only rain
Life continues so I remain sane
Whether a loss or any gain

This secret move, pain anew it brings
Why there is no hope, for this little thing
I am all alone, I am the alien being
Until finally I meet the heavenly king