Jisatsu? Poem by Peter Vector

I think about it these days...
Why do I not give up?
Just end it now.

She was my hope,
She said she still loves me,
But I just can't believe,
That even with someone else,
She could still love me...

Why do I feel the need,
To just end it now?
Why do I keep living,
This life full of pain?

Just tighten the noose...
Put the gun to your head...
Takes the pills, and go to bed...
Take the leap into the dark...
Or go out and up in flames...

Jisatsu (suicide) , what should I do?