Joy Yet Pain! Poem by Flencirose Basera

Endless pumping in a crowded place!
Thump, thump, thump!
I feel the pressure,
Pushing into my sanctuary!
My life!
You enjoy and laugh...
I cry and regret!
Who do I blame except myself?
Entry into my self is by permission only!
I gave that permission!
Now I am hurting!
My pain is knotting in my bossom...
Feels like two strong sailors are tying a knot around me!
Outwardly fine and together!
Inwardly sharp knife stabs engulf me.
You get joy from my pain!
Well let my tears cause a floodgate of suffering!
Let that which you cherish be destroyed!
Each teardropp is a dropp of......