Killing Myself...To Live Poem by jimmy zepp

People look and people stare,
Well I don't think that I even care,
I work my life away and what do they give?
Seems I'm only killing myself in order to live...

Just take a look around, what do you see?
Pain, suffering and misery...
It's not the way that the world was meant,
It's a pity that we couldn't understand...

I'm telling you,
There's nothing new,
Believe in me,
And let it be,
Nobody else will tell you,
You know what to do,
Open your eyes,
And see the lies...

You think I'm crazy and baby,
For me it's not that easy,
Before that you know it, I think
You'll get crazy before your eyes blink...

I don't know if I'm up or down,
Whether black is white or blue is brown
The colors of my life are all different somehow,
Little boy's blue dream, has turned into a big girl now...

So you think it's me who's strange,
But you've never had to make the change,
Never give your trust away,
You'll end up paying till your dying day...