Knowing More Of You Poem by Eman Awad

I'm starting to understand,
the distances are lost between us.
And still we both stand,
where our hearts lose the trust.
I admit that knowing more of you,
can be as one of my greatest fears.
All those lives you have been through,
to your love stories i cry my tears.
And this questions cross my mind,
are you the one i loved before i knew?
All those stories you left behind,
i lose sanity knowing more of you.
I couldn't believe you got broken,
and you broke hearts other than mine.
All those words were already spoken,
and your heart had an actual place in time.
Comparing between you and me,
imagining how would those people look like?
Those thoughts leave me unfree,
will it ache another or is it me the one you like?
Questions with one answer you say,
i'm the one for you and you love me.
But what were you doing the other day?
yes, i mean right after you left me..
Believe me it's all out of my love,
and i care just because my love is true.
Knowing that of your past is enough,
but i lose sanity knowing more of you.