..' Lost '.. Poem by joel sheyi

his tots: : : :  
 
takin a dp luk @ my lyf

i realiz som or may b most problem i'm in has bn of my own makin,

& i feel @ a lost ova whre exatly i'm @ & whre i'm headn 2...

i feel so weak, draind of my strnt;

love sims 2 come @ tu high a price,

& hope sims 2 b a thread dat has kept me hangn 2 lyf... 

dp insyd me ar so many emotions, tots, feelns of fear, guilt, worries, & uncertaintis;

uncertain abt wot lyf has got left 2 ofa me,

uncertain abt wot d future has got 2 unfold..... 

i feel al alone, bt nidn al d help i can get,

bt den again i feel so dstant 4rm God;

evn wt His arms wide open 4 me 2 com in2,

i kip runin, runin away 4rm Him,

tinkin i cld sail tru ds storm al on my own.... 

now i'm don & tired,

i want 2 go bak home,

bak 2 d bliss dat once was my abode;

bt lyk d prodigal son, i feel lyk a stranger, lost & hopeles....

givn it al up sims so easy,

bt dat's no choice my heart can a4rd 2 tak;

i'll kip tryin, prayin & hopin someday soona dan l8r His lyt wil shine on me again,

& d smile dat had long bn gon wil com bak beamin on my face again;
 
& den i can say>>>>

i was so lost lyk a stranger wanderin hopelesly wtout purpose or dream,
walkin lyf in circle.....

bt His mercy found me jst yet again.........!