Knowledge Poem by Eman Awad

Like i see the great sun shine,
burns its self to warm the world.
And like all the poems rhyme,
with million meanings of one word.
I knew lots of things i never knew,
i became aquainted to new feelings.
Like i'm new born and nothing i saw,
he gave me reveries and dreamings.
Some thing holds me down to this,
there's no wander off to no place.
Knowing no pain and no lonliness,
right at the moment i saw his face.
I became with knowledge finally,
all things around me i figure out.
And when i see him.. i find me,
knowing no lies and no doubt.
I knew a new way of living,
i can be happy outside my shell.
Sacrifising, taking and giving,
in a way that won't lead to hell.
I hear my heart beating,
i feel my tears dropping.
Almost defeated and defeating,
time is forever, never stopping.
And this one thing missing,
hurting deep inside with no ending.
The one i'll end up kissing,
puts on a cruel face and pretending.
So, while i suffer on my own,
i feel so far drifted away from my self.
I lost my way back home,
i have no one around to ask for help.
And i knew he's a part of me,
i got possessed by a love that grew.
All thoses things he made me see,
and all i knew... i wish i never knew.....