Land Of Broken Hearts Poem by Eman Awad

I refuse to be blinded like this,
while it's so endless to be swept away.
I refuse to be left to my lonliness,
thinking, what if you left me some day.
I refuse to follow my feeling,
when i feel for what i don't understand.
My life is suddenly like dreaming,
and loving you is so out of my hand.
Love is leading my heart,
it was beautiful but now it's not.
And even before the start,
i'm giving away every thing i've got.
I just can't see me this way,
and not shade a tear over my self.
I fell in love and day after day,
in no time, you're my life it self.
And you leave me to doubt,
if you ever felt the same for me.
And what my life is about,
if you didn't feel the same for me?
That's where it all starts,
i can't stand to be hurt again.
To the land of broken hearts,
i belong, and from there i came.
I'm flying all around you,
and my heart beats with joy.
I share a few moments with you,
and those moments i enjoy..
But what if they were taken away,
and i was left to cry alone.
Before me i'll see a winding way,
just to realise i'm on my own.
I need a heart full of love,
your heart full of love for me.
It's you i'm dreaming of,
put me out of this misery.
Dream of me like i dream of you,
feel so many words i can't say.
From a distant land i came to you,
i'm not ready to go back one day.
And to your heart i swear,
i won't let you visit this land.
You'll never go there,
for i love you, i can't..