Last String Poem by Cheyenne Ashley

God I'm on my last string
Waiting for it to break
Thinking of all the pain
How much more can I take
I've got the gun
Loaded to my head
With one move of a finger
I'll be lying here dead
I wonder of it will help
If all the pain will be gone
Or if it will start new pain
And life will be to long
I'm so confused
Will it help me or not
Will I be a sadened person
Or will I lay and rot
I need some quick guidance
Some of it real fast
Cause I really don't know
How long my life will last