So sudden u turn your back on me,
As if im the most annoying thing you see
Though you havent said it, your eyes show it all
And with the way you treat me now, i wish i didnt fall..
I dont know what to do, what i did wrong?
Is it something that you've been keeping for so long?
Why not tell me now, to clear this hanging mind,
Dont be cruel, dont try to be so unkind..
You make me believe in everything you say
Telling me that you will always stay
No matter how bad the situation would be
You will always stand right behind me
I hold on to that words of yours
Cause i thought, you'll be there when i need u the most
But even when ur not, i try to tell myself its fine
That you're just too busy, and might not have the time
Ive waited patiently for the day of your return
As if nothing happened, and everything's the same
But later i realized the changed in you
I ignored it for i thought, if i asked i would piss you
It went on and on, and im blind to see
that's slowly you're slipping away from me
Who am i to ask you, when u dont even know
WHat i felt for you, i never let it show
I know ur not numb, and you know how i feel
But instead you let me in your life disappear
Am i that worthless, am i that bad?
For you not to notice what i had in mind..
Now its too late for me to ask why,
And even if i do, i will get no reply..
Even if time would let me forget you,
it will never erase the pain ive gone through..
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