Let You Go... Poem by Eryka MnM

Sitting in class,
I just can't get past
How you sit there so weird.
The way you will turn around
Every once in a while
Just to grimace,
In my direction.
Maybe you don't realize,
That when I say 'excuse me',
I am not just tossing words around.
You may never know,
That when i strangle you,
It is hard to ever let go.
When i am drunk,
I sit and look at my hand,
And imagine your toes
Fitting perfectly between mine.
But i know that this is all just a hangover,
And you may never know,
How hard it is
For me to......