Lie Poem by alex manson

to say i don't care about you anymore would be a lie
i forced myself to say goodbye
though we both know
i was never able to let you go
the truth is hard to tell
i tell my heart to go to hell
but i can not deny
to say i don't still love you would be a lie
i live through these lonely days as they pass me by
i try to block thoughts of you out of my mind
i can pretend
that i didn't lose my best friend
you were more than my lover, but i try to act like it doesn't matter
once again, i can feel my heart shatter
i smile and laugh like i don't care
but inside my heart is raw and my soul is bare
everyday is like constant rain
this hurt is driving me insane
you are the source of my anguish and pain
i pretend like i'll be alright
but to say i don't miss you would be a lie.