Last Night Part 6 Poem by alex manson

i don't want to lose my best friend
that i've lost before
i guess this the end
but the heartache lasts forevermore.
you were the one thing in my life
that i loved and cared about
i feel harm's knife
but only inside do i shout.
the pain from inside is on display
somehow it cut through
i try to cover up what will never go away
the intensified torment of emotions i received from you.
excruciating sufferage of tears
coated with a laceration of distress
i cry because you're no longer here
tonight, i'll confess.
you're not coming back, i'm alone
i've dreaded this day
but it came early and i'm on my own
i suppose i'll eventually move on and go my own way.
i just can't let go
please don't ask me why
there are things you should know
but when i tell you, i know i'll cry.
there's so much to say
i don't know where to start
i got used to seeing you everyday
so now i shield my shattered heart.