Little Sister Poem by Cheyenne Ford

Hush now little sister
Please don't cry
Do you need a lullaby?
Why are you so sad?
Is it my bad?
Did I make you this way?
That sorrowful day
When I took those pills
Those that are supposed to kill
When I left you alone
In that place we call home
Did I do this to you?
Did I make you sad and blue?
Was it all those mean words that I said?
Or the way I made myself bleed red?
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
I'm sorry I always lied
I'm sorry I'm the reason for you tears
And for your scary fears
I wish I could hold you tight
Just for one more night
To say everything will be alright
I'm sorry I'm too weak to fight
For my most pathetic life