Loaded With Pain Poem by emad hamid

The pain inside me
from sand to snow,
to land ahoy.

Pain is inside me,
it builds up each day.
This pain I have
will never go away.
It's not my fault,
it's my brain
an empty hole
filled with pain.
This darkness inside me
is like a rave.
i feel it every day.
But I still handle this theta wave.
Yet it makes me feel
Normal, happy and sane.
I walk everyday with pain,
And everything seems
like a broken chain.
This poison fills my body
and spreads like a cancer.Sometimes I have the
strongest feelings of pain
and anger.
My brain decays
yet so does my heart.
My infinite jests are merely
a cover hides my pain,
anger and sadness
Yet I love all this madness.: (