Locking The Door Poem by Angie Fye

I'm still sitting here
Thinking of our past
Not knowing where to turn
I close the door behind me
Wishing you were in my arms
But i know that's not reality
Seeing you with another girl
Makes me want to hate you
Knowing i should lock the door
But i keep it unlocked for you to come in
I say that i have forgotten you
But the memories are still there
I cry and cry
But it won't make you go away
Still looking at your picture
That lies right in front of me
I have the key
But i refuse to shut the door
Thinking you'll come in again
But it's all a dream
So i slice my viens
Letting all the romance bleed away
Knowing I can't love again
I might as well give up
We talk every now and then
But the conversations are short
Knowing that it hurts me to talk to you
I say that I can't talk
I'm too busy trying to forget you
When I should be thinking of my future
But I can't help but wonder
What could have been