Long Distance.. Poem by Anastacia Zaytseva

I wish my words meant more then what I speak,
And your shade is not the one at this moment I seek.
I wish your heart knew what it does,
Because it hurts, now that there's no 'us'.
All that is left, is you and I on the photo,
Hugging real tight, never wish to let go.
I know that I promised lies will never take over,
But that was the whitest a person can do.
Distances make us do all the wrong choices,
Because it's not only seas, it's oceans and lakes
But if your feeling is as strong as it should be,
Believe in me, and I'll prove my love to you through whatever it takes.
We've all been down that road before,
You're sure nothing can sew a broken heart,
But, baby, if you hold on a little more,
I'll prove you wrong in an act.
How do you want me to go on without you?
If a single memory tears my world apart,
While the tears running down my cheeks,
Set the fire up.
I know, the consequences of my actions brought us to where we are,
Sadly, the time cannot be reversed.
If I could, then I would line up all the stars before your feet,
That's what you deserve.
I'm sure you do, still,
And whatever it is your will,
I'll believe it,
As long as I'm breathing...
But here is the moment where you tell me the answer.
Is it a yes? Is it a no?
The fear is spreading like cancer,
Because here's my new best friend,
With only one bullet inside.
He'll make damn sure it'll go from one to another end,
Since he's leaning on my temple so tight.