Look Back Poem by Brittanee Warren

I look back at my life
The people
The secrets
The lies and deceptions
I only see the uglyness of it all
No matter how hard I look
I don't see the joy in life
Unable to turly smile
When all I feel inside is numb
I cut to feel pain
The pain is all i have
It's all that makes me seem real
I've been trying to hold on for so long
But I'm losing my grasp
Right from wrong are no longer separated
How much longer can I survive?