Looking Back! ! ! Poem by Becky Ginn

I'm sitting here and looking back at my past
First it was the bullies then it was my friends
Now all I see in the mirror is a sad face that belongs to me not anyone else...... but me
I see people around me smile when I smile
I only smile for a while people point and stare and say
'look why is she so sad? ' I no why but they don't
If only my life wasn't so bad and sad I could smile forever and ever
So I hide myself away in my room.....
With a book or two and read and watch tv
Apart form then, now I'm always down never up
I look out of the window
The skys blue the suns out but I don't go out
I only stand and shout but not out loud....
Only inside I stand and shout