Loss Poem by May N

Loss



As you tell me your true feelings
the true emotions you fell inside
i can't help but feel utterly idiotic
that i could not see your pain
that i was too blind to notice

i went through my routines everyday
too lovesick to realize what was going on
i apologize...i had no idea
but i thank you for letting me know

now, i set my own problems aside
but i still have no idea where to being
i want to fix your sadness for it affects me as well
i want to see your smile, so carefree and beautiful
i want you to be happy, all traces of sadness banished

as i work to console you, you reassure me with smiles and words
but i can see through your act though i know you mean well
when i look into your eyes, i see everything
and i know you are not okay

tears flow freely from my eyes
your sadness contagious
but you still try and protect me
sheilding me so i cannot see
but i can...

you push me away, urging me to go
but what choice do i have?
i cannot help where help is not wanted
so i hope for the best

but i still see the sadness
the little child inside you, crying
showing your inner most feelings
and i look, wanting to wrap my arms around you
wanting to console you, to make the pain go away

but i cannot help and i am forced to watch
as you drift away from me until i cannot see you
and you pass over the horizon, not once looking back
too ashamed that i know so you drift

and as i watch, my heart breaks
i see my friend, whom i love very dearly
walking the road of loneliness, never to return again
happiness will never shine on him
and i weep for his well being as he walks
until he disappears forever...

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Javier Falcon 19 July 2008

Ehhh... Nice emotions, love how you express yourself, good write...

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May N

May N

Cagayan de Oro, Philippines
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