Loss Poem by hexilia angel

What do you see?
Inside of me?
is it dark or is it light?
would you tell me?

Of all the things we've shared,
The funny the happy the sad,
Everything we had,
in a short time but I'm glad.
My lips can't help but curve a lot,
While your voice speaks jokes and I fought,
To keep it in but I'm caught,
Whenever you're near or far away..

It was thrilling being your friend,
I laugh as i recall the memories that never bend,
I felt something about you then,
Did you feel the same?
Or did you think I'm just a frame?
from all the pictures you collect.

I once hope you could fly with me,
But that will never be..
Because we were envy,
Of each other being in others company.