I feel alone a wave of darkness takes over my body
as I sit and ponder the last words I spoke to you
your silent reply carve's a deep hole in my heart
chipping away the pieces that were once you and me
I freeze my eye's shed tears of sadness my voice shallow and meek
I sink lower and lower into the emptiness of your arms to only feel your resistance
your eyes darken with a cold blooded stair your lips stiffen your face firm barely moving an inch
I feel like i'm drowning grasping onto an invisable ghost an undertow pulling me deeper and deeper
to the most Fragile part of my soul
It's a lonely dark bottomless pit there where know one can hear you crying out know one can see
or feel the pain your endureing its a place masked by a friendly smile tricking those who see it
my heart's so weak and frail that a tiny stone cast could shattered it into a billion pieces of sharp jagged glass
How did I get here so lost and alone a place where I once seeked shelter became hell as my home
how did I not see it why was I so blind our love dying out was not all that hard to find
I covered up the hurting the thunder beating in my chest living in a fantasy to cover up the mess
the last words I spoke to you engraved on my tongue spilling out like freedom or a wild horse on the run
It only took a second to say what I had to say
as I felt the cold breeze of you walking away
I no you will often wonder as they circel round and round
what was ment by the words I spoke
when I said I once was lost but now im found
I'ved lived and loved lost and tryed hope is what I feel inside
all love again someday you'll see
I know there's some one out there waiting for me: >) By: Jenny-Lynn Gayne Lavoie
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Excellent wording, loved the pace and depth of this poem...Wonderful penning