JennyLynn Lavoie

I Am girl who looks out at the world wishing to just fit in, isolated kept in my own proactive box shielded from ever feeling the pain I once had suffered long ago

My past wasn't violent, abuse of or poor but yet my memories hunt me and every where I turn it reminds me that all never escape that my past is and will always be my future
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be a light in the darkness let the shadows fade away

listen to the silence for what it has to say
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Open up your eye's and breath, let me look at you under the moon light and feel your soft skin pressed tightly against mine.
let me wrap my body around yours and kiss you as if no one else existed.
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My body lies there cold and alone trying to fight every bit of this disease I have inside of me
My hands tremble at the thought that I’m being attacked and intruded by something I cannot see
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I feel alone a wave of darkness takes over my body

as I sit and ponder the last words I spoke to you
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After the storm has past I see you in the sky
Reaching out from heaven releasing out your cry
The world has seen its sadness hate rage and fear
But peace joy and love is how we know your here
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The night is still dark and dump
Shadows luck around each corner
Preying on its next victim
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rain drops fall upon the bright green leaves that feed's the roots of your sole,

the sun shine open's up the peddles of your body and spreads your sweat scent threw the air in the summer breeze
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Millions of people lost there lives on this day, watching a wave that had swept them away.

a wall of death a rumble of force, some say it's just nature taking it's course.
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if i could hold you would it be ok, would you love me forever or would you just walk away.

if i kissed your sweat lips would you quiver inside, or would you hold on tight and enjoy the ride.
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flowers are nice candy is to but all i need on valentines day is you.

you can bring me flowers a fuzzy bear to but all i'd rather have is me holding you.
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The summer of 94 was a dream that i just couldn't wake up from
the warm air his arms around my body and the tender kisses up and down my neck
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Heaven has received another angel, and the night has claimed another star

i know when i look up to speak to you, you will never be that far.
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so i called upon you once or twice before, but this time i need you more.
my hands are shacking trembling with fear, afraid to face what i'm about to here.
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I sit and wonder why have the time i often cry
is it ecause of the dark room, or the handle stick of a broken broom
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I live my life by what other people think of me,
I wait to be judged and always seek there approval I’m a coward that way.
I hide behind baggy cloths and thick skin,
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I’am overprotective, high strung just a few things about me to roll off your toung.

Paranoia o.c.d are some of the things you hate about me.
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I will not be defeated I will not go down with out a fight
Cancer will not drag me to the light
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