Lost Poem by GeorgeherII Musiime

And there I was again, lost…even to my self
In my bed I lay, with a roof over head yet
My thoughts always away, wondering with the blue star-lit dome of heaven
All dwindled by the gloom of earth for a roof
How did I ever wonder off so far away into the woods? ?
I still can’t figure out, O yet still, find my way back home
But feeling lost, even to myself.

Oh how I prayed for guidance and consulted with my faculties!
And how could they all lead me so far away from the truth
Did I pray to the wrong being Or
Did prayer stop working, but who knows the answers anyway? ?
Walking amid the gales of perplexity, my vision
Already blurry is even getting blurrier!

With difficulty, I still muddle through
My faith dying, and my Hope waning
What’s the essence, why stay fighting on only when
You are not winning a thing
I can’t justify bleeding out, and am getting close
Am giving up… heaven am sorry but
All is lost, and all that’s left has since lost meaning!