Lost Control Poem by Peri Morgan

How do you justify the hate and the pain,
I've pushed it down, but it's back again,
no matter how hard I try,
your determined to show me how big a lie,
we were living together,
when I said forever,
you knew we were not meant to be,
still you push me ever closer to insanity,
even now, though we are apart,
your still trying to control my heart,
random phone calls at four in the morn,
I'm not interested, when will it dawn?
I don't want to play your games no more,
your the only person I abhor,
no other word to describe this feeling,
whenever I talk to you I'm left reeling,
listening to you can make grown men cry,
when you open your mouth you vomit out lies,
you need to grow up and open your eye's,
until that day you will never realise,
that the most important thing in this world,
isn't you, isn't me, its our baby girl!