Lost Control! ! ! Poem by Becky Ginn

Ripped in shreds of tainted blood
A heart once sweet with hidden love
Belief in hope and faith was true
Before the demons came to tear through

Knives in my back and bruises to the face
Love and joy is what pain would replace
Risk the chances but not too far ahead
Soon chains will grip your heart in dread

Breath grows weak and heart beats dull inside
Blood turns black with tears of blood revived
What was left before is now torn away
No more chances and nothing to really say

Releasing pain behind dried out eyes
Long in pain from the perpetual cries
Agony in defeat of a fairy tales lie
Asking if the pain will stop if I die

Take the chance or let it eat my heart out
Silenced screams are an unheard shout
The world still spins and I can not escape
Doomed to return to the same deadly fate

So I give myself to you to end the pain
Still unable to breathe as blood seeps from the vein
No longer can I keep myself and my tattered soul
I gave it up when my broken love lost all control