Lost, Never Found Poem by IAm LV1

The last sound I heard
Was you leaving,
The simple sound
Of a closed door…
You wonder whats next,
I assure you
Your love
Shall be what's left…
I try to say nice things
About you,
Me, us,
Yet my words,
Fueled by the notion,
Of what you've heard,
Are driving my desire
To feel perturbed…
This time was different,
As you were hard to see,
How you
And I
Can never be,
Without false hopes,
Of so long divided,
How you and I
Broke, whats undecided
Of how love should be,
Yet, leaving,
Wanting,
And desiring,
Space,
Time,
And shallow words,
To be concluded by loneliness,
Anger,
And thought up imaginations of…
Losing,
Fighting to win,
Walking away,
To begin again…
So here you are,
Gone, but not lost,
Absent without cost,
To yourself,
Within self caress
Of leaving behind,
Your self
Respect…