Everyday I see you, so beautiful, so sweet
My heart pounds a million miles an hour
You look at me like I’m no one
Your brown eyes so beautiful
You walk right past me not even a glance
I feel my heart break, im invisible
My world dies slowly, painfully
What will it take for you to notice me?
You finally see me, we talk
2 months later I ask, YES! ! !
We are together, love at last
We are so happy together
Months later you do it you hurt me
Broken inside, all torn apart
My life ruined
Depression, we still talk, I don’t know why
Thought my life was ruined
Got a little over you
Life was going on
I saw you, I missed you
Life goes on, everyone told me
Didn’t believe them
My life messed up
Doctors wanted me to take more meds, NO
We started to hang, you started to like me more
We talked and held each other close
I started to like you even more
I couldn’t bare it anymore, I wanted to be with you
I cried, I couldn’t get over you, it was to hard
My life stuck in a state of depression
You went on but you still liked me
You told me you didn’t, WOW
Days, weeks, months went by
Still so sad, still so mad
Why? I asked why did you break up with me?
Im not ready for a girlfriend is what you said.
More months went by, more fighting
Drivers ed started
You were there, in my class
You talked to me held me close
It seemed like you liked me more
But I wasn’t sure
Confused, still depressed
My life a nightmare
My life began to get a little happier
Seemed like I was doing good
But deep down, I was still hurting
Still confused, but barely
You gave me hugs; we acted like we were dating
But we weren’t
One day in the van you said you had a question
You asked me I said yes
Didn’t think it through, should have
We now have gone a week
4 days out of this week we fought
We fought over stupid things
I hate it when we fight
Why! ? So much pain
But I still love you, I still love you babe
You still make me sooo happy
Love, still love you
You, still love me
We are happy together, just need to settle
Just need to stop fighting
Pain, you not happy with me
Pain, you mad that I spent time with shelly
Pain, you going over there
Pain, you seeing her not me
Why, would you go there
Why, see her
So much pain
So much confusion
You say I’m all yours
You say I’m only yours
You say your mine, and only mine
I don’t feel like that
I feel like I’m sharing you
I feel out of place
I’m jealous, I get jealous easily
Need to settle
Need to chill
Need not to be so jealous
Why am I so jealous
Love can be a painful thing
Love can be a slow dying feeling
Love can be amazing! ! ! ! !
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I would like to translate this poem
So true. So very true.