Love Poem by Unique Voice

Being loved sounds like a joke to me
Its what I see in movies
What does it even mean to love?
Many have used this word for the wrong reasons
Is there a difference between unconditional love and love
And if there is which one is better
And if ones better than the other, why cant the other be hate?
Why is love complicated?
Why don't I understand?
Why do I feel the need for love when I have never had it before?
I can't imagine being loved
I find it hard to believe that you can just be loved
I can love
I can love a child of my own forever
But to love a man, how I wonder sometimes
To believe every word of a lover
To believe actions of a lover that may never last for ever
Most people hate what they once loved
So how can I just love and love?
Is that even possible?
Being loved sounds like a joke to me
So why should I love?