Love And Hate Poem by Goddess Of Love

I love him so much,
But I hate him as well,
I want to be close to him,
But the pain makes me stay away.

I smile at the good times,
But it fades away with the bad,
I think he is amazing,
Then I cry with all the hurt he's put me through.

I want to forget and move on,
But my heart is permanently bruised,
No matter how much i love him,
I despise him too.

I know he is the one for me,
I know he has apologized,
But he isn't left heartbroken,
He doesn't see the heartache he's caused.

I used to be happy girl,
He used to make me giggle,
I used to look at him and be was proud he was mine,
Now I just break down and cry.

I feel like tearing my heart out,
To stop all this love and hate,
I used to believe me and him was fate,
But is it too late?

I don't want to lose him,
I don't want us to be over,
I don't want to keep arguing because of what hes done,
But it hurts too deep.

I try to smile,
I see he is a decent guy,
Just in the past he has taken me for granted,
And ruined this lonely girls heart.

I give him everything,
I do my best,
I've always been there,
I've always shown I care.

And now he tries to make it better,
He tries to show he cares,
But it's just too late,
As I now love and hate him,
And it's ripping my soul apart