Love, Guilt And Confusion Poem by Dianna Nally

It's almost four years now since we met
And I thought that we were soul mates
But then you suddenly decide we are wrong
And you closed your hearts gate.

I asked you what changed your mind
And you said it was nothing I had done
But you act as though you have something to hide
And instead of facing it, you decide to run.

We've had our share of disagreements
But nothing we couldn't work out
So why didn't you tell me about your doubts?

Can a person love someone so deeply one day
And fall out of love over night?
And if you can, why didn't you tell me
Because leaving me in the dark just isn't right.

You said you need more time to think
Well does that mean there is still hope?
I need to know where our future stands
Because with each day it gets harder to cope.

I really wish I could hate you
Then the pain in my heart could subside
But I promise myself that from now on
Instead of my heart, my head will be my guide

Dianna Nally
2005