Love/Hate Poem by Maria Sudibyo

I love you
I hate you
It supposed to be love
But somehow it got the taste of hate
Inside I care about you
But sometimes I want to strangle you
Maybe I need to hug you
But we can't stop to argue
So do I love you?
Or actually hate you?
I'm hungry with your warmth
But your touch is like a poison
Today we are sweet and lovey-dovey
Tomorrow we are cranky and moody
Can I insanely in love with you
But also fiercely hate you at the same time?
I don't know if I'll be burning by love
Or hate will turn me into ashes first
I don't want to love you
But I'm tired to hate you
It is some kind of love, right?
Or is it just egoistic hate?