Love Vs Lies Poem by Richa Jha

Never understood reason behind your lies,
Unable to find my love in your eyes,
Whether its my fault or your unfaithfulness
But there is lack of trust which leads me towards
Endless cries,
I want to ask God why he is punishing me
Like this?
Do I need to see my past deeds?
I find myself in d fire of agonies,
Repenting over my misdeeds,
Can’t even ask for forgiveness because I have lost
All dose credences.
Completely shattered because of your promiscuity
Is this the reward of my loyalty?
Love is all about honesty and purity
If u can’t maintain that transparency than its
Better to move out of this vicious partiality.