Loving You Hating Me Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

Im here again
this useless place i've built myself
A refuge to hide within
when you fail to see again
I see myself returning here more and more lately
and why?
Because of your rejection
it hurts you know
To love somone who doesnt love you back
but you dont know
Because i wont let you see
see the mess you've made me
So i'll sit here
hiding beneath a mask
Listening to your voice
mind burning to tell you how i feel
Then when its over i'll come crawling to this place
my sanctuary away from the pain
Maybe one day you'll see
and i will throw away the mask
Untill that day i'll keep returning
hating myself each time