Mars Void Poem by Rae Dahlia

I'm searching for the 'hows' and 'whys.' Yet in return I only recieve lives.

I didn't want to fall for you, cause what has happened I previously knew.

You tricked me into something unreal. I'll never know how you truly feel.

I thought this love was like a beautiful song, but you've played this game for far too long.

I have never wanted for us to be apart, but all you seem to do is mess with my heart.

I now realize I was nothing to you, which makes my body throb and ooze.

I'll never forget the great times we had, but they have been overwritten by the bad.

I'll wear your shirt every night to bed, although that'll just mess more with my head.

I'll treasure my little 'I Love You' bear, but it doesn't matter anymore if you aren't there.

You're made I bought the percocets, but my mind is just one screwed up mess.

If you leave I can't imagine what will happen to me or to the rest of your family.

I have a huge decision to make, which could change with every step you take.

I hope you know I'll love you forever. And maybe without me you'll be much better.

I'll be depressed for days to come, but you've made it clear that all hope is gone.